Rushing through days life’s passing by like the breeze… I stop and stand wondering where I’m going? And then again there’s no time to do even that. Each day running into the next and then the following giving me but a little time fro myself to sit and ponder about what’s actually happening!
Running through work hoping tomorrow will be a different day when deep down inside I know that it’s not. Nothing’s gonna change unless and until I find a way to strike a balance between my mind, my racing heart and my materialistic existence!
I prepare a schedule almost every morning only to find at times failing miserably to even adhere to the smallest of tasks!! Then I think maybe all this discipline and order is not what I really want! Maybe I wanna just get up and do what makes me happy….and then it struck me… I really don’t know what makes me happy anymore! In finding happiness in small things I’ve lost the bigger picture… how did I manage to do that???
This is why I know now all this is just a really weird way of my mind trying to catch up to my ever changing heart and knowing WHAT Makes me HAPPY???
Too many questions… Too many answers… One purpose! Selfishness! Focus! Elimination of things I don’t see fit in my world!
With this purpose I now know what I seek… now I know where I’ll find it…. Now I know who will facilitate! Yeah all that Jazz about its within you…. Well yeah its not…its not just within you coz “You” is a word when looking from another’s eyes. “Me” makes it too selfish for one to see good for themselves. It’s more like when u know u wanna do something real for once and your convinced about what it is u really want… everyone and everything around u will motivate u to get to where u really want or what u really want… Somehow this concept never really sank in before and even when I’d get it partly I’d just somehow get a lil lost in its meaning! Now I have to Catch up!!! Lost time and lost energy aren’t coming back!!! I need to make do with all I have to get what it is I want…. Yes and You … Yeah YOU are gonna help me!!! You know when I say You it is YOU!!!
I’ll be with You and you with me!!! Lets Catch up… Lets just find a new me and a new you….
You take from me what u need and I from you… Yes be selfish… who isn’t? Don’t worry in the end it really doesn’t matter how you got to where u are as long as you know what u got is really worth having! Everything is justified!
So why wait Lets CATCH Up!!! We all have enough work to do!! Lets get what we wanted… I know you really want it!! Come lets Run alongside Life and Live it!
She’s Waiting since very long… The time has come! Are u with me??? :D
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Who is this SHE?
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