Sarcasm

When words flow to the rhythm of a beat
To make every sentence sound so sweet
This is not one of those lines
Do u think sweetness is the only thing that rhymes?

Find beauty in words often thrown
In a manner that one refuses to own
Maybe from time to time you’ll see
It can ring in your ears like the humming of the bee

The time does not dictate its act
More often than not its just stating the fact
What makes u shrug or run away from it
Is that its probably the truth u cannot live with

The rhythm though so uncannily fine
It makes u skip a beat and well not for the rhyme
You jump in your seat as the target is hit
Wondering what the hell would be its next bit

Though small yet with a perfect wit
It still brings u down from where u currently sit
It finds and makes all exaggeration disappear
Cutting through your heart like a poisoned spear

Its often accompanied by emotional bliss
For the one that’s receiving it, it goes amiss
If you get it and still hope your not the one
It’ll hit u again and you’ll come undone

What brings it on one cannot imagine
What ticks one off in a ghastly fashion
Once the arrow has left its bow
Pray for the poor one who doesn’t know

Its him who’ll need all solace
For sarcasm in itself is one’s Saving Grace!!!!

Feeling Strongly ...

In these times of uncertainty generally in work, life and perspective; at times I find it so difficult to feel strongly about something and stay that way. I feel torn, worn and mostly spent on things that don’t matter much in the grander scheme of life. Weird as the feeling maybe it’s mostly exhilarating to find something that moves me so much as to wanna pen it down. Today I think about all the things that move and excite me but nothing compares to the feeling and adrenaline rush that THOUGHT brings more than the stimulant.
It’s this feeling that I want a daily dose of – anything a song, a poem, words, a touch or a smile or just the sight of my favorite things or the THOUGHT of these that keep me reliving the moments. It makes the very last hair on body stand with a chill down my spine and this cool current on the back of my neck as though someone’s breathing and running their fingers down my neck. It’s the exact feeling I replicate on various occasions and that’s what’s so addicting that I can't get enough of it.
So what do I do!! Well I at anytime do exactly wat I feel… at work I think of things that are so stimulating that a good 30 -45 mins go in just getting high till its gone again and I get back to the drag of work with a clearer head and better perspective to stuck up work.
I don’t need screwed work for me to want the high… sometimes for the pure joy of it I can go into my trance and get clearly happier than before and so relaxed.
The things that give me the high are Songs, Poems, a Voice, The joy of words being typed crazily on a typewriter, hands on clay, eyes playing with each other, stationery and books, whistling trees and wind rustling leaves, silence when we’re under the stars, ur smile that lights ur face up, the rain, snowy roads, cooking, and well this list is long long long….
This is why I thought what better to write about today than the fact that wat I’m doin right now is giving me a certain high though if seen from a third perspective would look as wasting a good 30 mins on personal work in office but this is gonna make me alive…
I don’t like letting a good thought pass by without experiencing it totally so I write when I want to and sing when I feel like and say wat I want to when I mean it and the rest is just a chain reaction… a spontaneous impulsive reaction to all that is thrown back till I am satisfied with the tussle between me and the thought and we’re back to our original state!
I have no clue how much of this you will get but do I care! Frankly I don’t give a rat’s arse cos this typing’s making me so dizzy that I’m already high on words and I have no reason to use the friggin backspace key as this is just flowing into something that will keep me a lil high for quite some time!
I’ve begun it ..i can see… ur infected aren’t u??? U wanna be here with me too don’t u…in this state… well u already are!! U don’t need to close ur eyes u can feel the blood rush and its beginning….
Well enjoy this darlings! Its gonna be a lovely evening!

Catching Up ...

Rushing through days life’s passing by like the breeze… I stop and stand wondering where I’m going? And then again there’s no time to do even that. Each day running into the next and then the following giving me but a little time fro myself to sit and ponder about what’s actually happening!
Running through work hoping tomorrow will be a different day when deep down inside I know that it’s not. Nothing’s gonna change unless and until I find a way to strike a balance between my mind, my racing heart and my materialistic existence!
I prepare a schedule almost every morning only to find at times failing miserably to even adhere to the smallest of tasks!! Then I think maybe all this discipline and order is not what I really want! Maybe I wanna just get up and do what makes me happy….and then it struck me… I really don’t know what makes me happy anymore! In finding happiness in small things I’ve lost the bigger picture… how did I manage to do that???
This is why I know now all this is just a really weird way of my mind trying to catch up to my ever changing heart and knowing WHAT Makes me HAPPY???
Too many questions… Too many answers… One purpose! Selfishness! Focus! Elimination of things I don’t see fit in my world!
With this purpose I now know what I seek… now I know where I’ll find it…. Now I know who will facilitate! Yeah all that Jazz about its within you…. Well yeah its not…its not just within you coz “You” is a word when looking from another’s eyes. “Me” makes it too selfish for one to see good for themselves. It’s more like when u know u wanna do something real for once and your convinced about what it is u really want… everyone and everything around u will motivate u to get to where u really want or what u really want… Somehow this concept never really sank in before and even when I’d get it partly I’d just somehow get a lil lost in its meaning! Now I have to Catch up!!! Lost time and lost energy aren’t coming back!!! I need to make do with all I have to get what it is I want…. Yes and You … Yeah YOU are gonna help me!!! You know when I say You it is YOU!!!
I’ll be with You and you with me!!! Lets Catch up… Lets just find a new me and a new you….
You take from me what u need and I from you… Yes be selfish… who isn’t? Don’t worry in the end it really doesn’t matter how you got to where u are as long as you know what u got is really worth having! Everything is justified!
So why wait Lets CATCH Up!!! We all have enough work to do!! Lets get what we wanted… I know you really want it!! Come lets Run alongside Life and Live it!
She’s Waiting since very long… The time has come! Are u with me??? :D