Confusion ...

Here I am staring at the screen again
With no words left to write.
Why do I feel so spent yet restless?
And what makes me these words recite?

I’ve been here before haven’t I?
New it seems, yet familiar tones
The voice is so clear in my head
I can feel it right down to my bones.

What is it making me come back?
How does this hold a sway?
I never knew it could be so deep
And somehow I think it may go away.

Pessimism and Reality
These days go hand in hand
I think it’s the Hope u bring
That gives me the longest stand

I think I’d leave and yet wonder
How can I let go of this now?
This gift isn’t for me to give up
It’s never been mine somehow


A light breeze blowing over the land
The smell of spring’s leaves
You bring to me these little joys
As if it were tricks up your sleeves

A smile, a wink and then the gaze
I wonder what they mean?
A word, a phrase and then the song
And now I feel like a queen

Royalty in its own has what it takes
To get u to your knees
But what’s the use of making u bow
When I’m already at ur feet!