Questions to the Void

Why is it everytime someone gives all they can at that moment it never is enough?
When is it going to be enough?
When am I going to run out of my resources that according to everyone else seem to be in abundance?
Why is it I feel the day I run out of it someone who deserves it would come along?
Why is it that my mom hasn’t yet run out of it?
When would she run out of it?
Is it really everlasting?
Why is it that she had to wait 20 odd years for me to realize that she had it?
Is it going to take me 20+ years to find out?
Why has it been passed on?
Would I be better off without it?
Are people more valued if they don’t have it?
Is it time to give it up and trade for something else?
How many different things could I get for the price of this one?
Are you even getting what I’m saying?
Should I care if you don’t?
Do I really really want to change?
Is this really worth it?
How can anyone live without it?
Why do I feel it acts like a cushion for something that doesn’t deserve it nearly ever?
Why do people shed tears/smiles for things that don’t really deserve them?
What is deserving?
Why am I questioning the capacity of what I am?
I love myself for what I can give unconditionally for which it is so hard for others to even give with conditions bound to it!
I am my own HERO!