Dreams Come True

You struggle and strive
You make waves then dive
Patience you have the most
Your dream of now you boast

What will be depends on you
Colors of life in their deepest hue
Each day a new adventure brings
A new song of fire and ice you sing

Come now be happy my friend
It's time for all their wishes to send
Luck and love to you I wish
Arguing with you though I'd sorely miss

The new land, new people with arms open they stand
Friends and family will give you that helping hand
But you and only you can soar high
Dreams come true and it's now your time to fly!!

Nothing is ever enough…

I always knew these cliches that spoke about expectation being the root cause of misery and others to the effect of that, but today I seriously sat down to think about it. There is at least a single or couple of people in your life that you have some sort of expectation from – and these according to you will not be something that drastic but some sort of basic understanding. I’m not god or even close to attaining any sort of saintly status, so I guess disappointment is part of life.

I’d promised never to write when in a bad mood or emotionally drained state but I am.

I am sick and tired of being the “understanding” one. The person who holds back emotions and feelings to keep everyone else in an emotionally balanced state.

Something’s gotta give!!!

How come the very people who claim to be closest to you fail to understand basic needs that you have? How come they are so consumed by taking all the time that they forget that time and again our expectation would be a listening ear or just a simple line of encouragement? Why is it that everytime I need someone strong to lean on for a bit – the only person I can count on is me?

Where the fuck is my solace? Where the hell is my break? Where in god’s name is my silver lining?

It’s bloody totally unfair! I may not make sense to most who read this but to the few who do get it – I know why you get it!

This feeling of “Nothing is ever enough”. It’s the maddening silence of unanswered calls that over the years have now become some sort of habit. The feeling that makes you numb inside to a point that even the smallest sign of happiness sometimes is thought of as a mistake in the plan set from above.

There are times you just feel like standing up and leaving. Leaving everything and everyone. Leaving all the expectations you so effortlessly fulfil. Leaving it all! The only problem is – we’re eternal optimists having a bad day!

And hence we go back to the same shit day after day with hope that someday something might just change! Only time will tell… 

Love is...

Strong as you are

Weak at the knees

Tormenting inside

Set ablaze

Whispers of doubt

Strength at heart

Words fail to come

In moments apart

Sudden gush of blood

Dizziness in the head

Pale limbs lie

Staring over the bed

You wish to say it now

Not a moment too soon

Say it all and be done with it

Over the one you moon

It doesn't matter how long

Or short a line it is

Words set you free

And now the burden is His

I give you my word

My soul is already yours

Doesn't matter how long

Or how far the journey goes

Time you say is precious

And that I've received with love

Now all that is to be seen

Is the verdict from HIM above!

Love is Now

And forever will it be

A feeling that lasts a lifetime

From now till Eternity!