My life is a roller coaster ride operating
in a city in India for sure. The highs, lows and the in between power cuts
leading to standstills that are ever so uninteresting makes me want the high
intensity drama This I guess is the fuelling thought to most of the events that
occur in my life. I deeply crave for upheaval and unnerving events to make my
otherwise chartered existence interesting – this is something I’ve begun to
believe in considering the rate at which incidents pop up just as I begin to
settle into a peaceful state. Not a moment’s rest and in those that I get I
seem to stay in state of complete awareness expecting something or someone to
throw a punch. I must say at times it’s even something I look forward to when
things become quiet and I start rusting from no firefighting.
Everyone is a juggler in their own respect;
the balls being different essentially. We all get good at juggling sooner or
later. Like all in life this also improves with practice so I figure! What
makes it fun is the drama of it all, from audiences to inner strength all form
a part and parcel to this one-man-circus we are. The act of juggling in itself
is not much of skill to portray as much as the fact to make it look
sensational! That’s the art in reality – Juggling the actual object/event/person
within an ever-changing environment and an easily bored audience that’s mostly
rooting for you to fail! You might disagree about the intentions of the
audiences but its not the one’s that encourage that are part of the audience as
they probably are part of what objects you’re juggling – it’s the one’s that
root for you to fail that are not the balls in the air. They have no
expectations linked to your success and that what makes them the audience! They
are the one’s that will not be too bothered if you fail and write you off but
if you succeed will count on the flair in execution to tell you off to the
world! These critics are your audience!
So here I am, entertaining as hell,
juggling all my (for lack of a better word) “balls” in the air and hoping you
enjoy the show. If you aren’t with me you’re my audience and I guarantee the
flair and fireworks so pay attention, I am your Impossible!
