When things go wrong and I turn to see
It's weird now that it's just me
All I do is a thing of the past
Friends I had and those I lost
In time I know we'll meet again
To share laughter and all the pain
Now it seems there's no one around
Just me staring at the ground
It slips beneath me from time to time
I grasp and hold on to life's vine
Its odd and sometimes yet so small
For as time goes on I grow so small
Each day now flies by so fast
A moment I wait and in the shadow it's cast
People come in these days for a while
They smile they sing they even cry like a child
A day will come not long from now
I'd wanna turn back time somehow
Roll to the days I sang and smiled
Be with people that were worthwhile
Not that new friends dont mean that much
Connections weak and soul untouched
It's me I know I dont let them in
Dont give a chance for them to win
My heart and my soul cries out again
Make me wat I was when I was ten
A bird, a girl a lively soul
Not a care or worry in the world
Frustration and lies have taken over
Draggin me to a place no longer sober
Searching for materialistic gain and things
To somehow drive away this pain it brings
No one these days can see wat I feel
The mask I wear seldom reveals
Feelings or things I'd like be known
Emotions they say weaken the grown
Humour has taken a twisted path
Responisibility and sarcasm brew in its bath
Time has gone for honesty or love
This day a fool I have become!!!!
