Want!

I dont wanna sleep
It doesnt help me anymore
I feel this eternal want for somethin more.

I dont wanna sleep
I’m sure u know why
I love watchin u from where I lie.

I dont wanna sleep
Dont ask me once again
My morning doesn't ever begin before ten.

I dont wanna sleep
It’s not meant for me
If I close my eyes I won’t have u to see

I dont wanna sleep
I’ve said all there is
I'll watch u now in your peaceful bliss.

(Yesterday afternoon while I was chillin at my desk and feeling terribly sleepy a colleague of mine Nibsss gave me an assignment! It's submission time I guess :D)

Change...

Well so here I am again thinking of moving from where I am and reassessing the whole god damn thing over and over again. Pros and cons and the whole thing you know. But in the end all this time invested in coming to a decision would be based on a particular momentary development or change and on none of these speculations, but, I atleast have something to tell myself as too why my erratic behavior has a prior calculated motive or risk. Total Faltu Bakwaas in short! I always do what I am driven to do at heightened moments. I don’t regret my decisions coz they’re mine and not really forced upon but yeah sometimes driven by forces other than self generated.

So coming back to something that you would understand rather than just me rambling away to glory. Hehehehhehe. Yeah so I’ve shifted residence recently from one end of Pune to another and realized that though its been quite a while that I’ve wanted to live there I really don’t fancy the place that much… infact not at all really these days…. It has nothing to do with roomies or the place as such coz that’s fantastic and I really don’t give either of them to grow on me so I’d like them :D… its just that I have so much I’ve left behind that I really never wanted to… not for atleast a few more months I believe.
Sometimes I feel I’d rather have other ppl move to their new places and then u know me search for something new too…but here it wasn’t that way…I left a perfectly set life of mine to come to a place I’ve always wanted to live in but I ain’t Livin at all. Then again I think it’s an awesome change but who am I kiddin right??? Its just another whole pain in tha ass situation that I need to start everythin from scratch and am not even convinced if I want to do it!

Anyways I feel its enough of thinking and I’m just gonna make the best of it till I find the perfect reason to go HOME :D (for those who don’t know that’s Bombay) Its one place I can never get bored of… it has a perfect blend of much required pace and opportunity to make a NAUJWAN stay JAWAN hehehehhehe. Till the next move then.