So here I’m sitting at my desk at work and thinking why I’m not really really able to concentrate on WORK that I’m being paid for and actually thinking about this person who’s not even around.
It’s quite absurd if u think of it from a third perspective as I often do. I feel I think I’m losing it!
I’m losing my sanity, my control over myself, My state of equilibrium and guess what no matter how mad I feel throughout the day IT FEELS GREAT when u get that single sms/call and even though there’s nothing much to discuss it feels sooo sooooo Amazing!
No scientific explanation yet to why it does BUT it DOES!
I’ve tried to get to describe it for so long but I cant!
And then someone says “ It’s the Love Bug my friend!”
Oh no why me? It wasn’t supposed to be like this It was supposed to be like in the movies… boy meets girl .. they fall in love and they have a happy ending whatever that be!
BUT NOOOOOOO there is no such simple story coz I feel today’s BOY lacks the balls to “meet and tell” the girl! All he can do is hope, pray and leave it all to destiny….
Yes destiny that’s wat its coming to now! And the girl is again the typical new age career woman that wants her guy to be a MALE and start the bloody thing as she seems more protected and afraid than the boy who is in this constant state of confusion of “she loves me ,she loves me not” or “ do I love her or love her not” or “my mom shall kill us both”.
And in all this the simplicity is lost. Cant we just live for the moment and forget SOCIETY, PARENTS, PEERS and most of all FRIENDS.
This bullshit SUCKS! Gimme a guy who likes it simple! Actually quite happy with the one under the microscope right now but dont let me get bored of ur Stupid Lazy Ways!!!!! You know I’m kiddin!!! The Love bug’s Here to Stay FOREVER!!!!
